hindi rants

kya likhein hum, likhne ki iccha toh zaroor umad padi hai
zindagi ke raste chalte hue pal toh bitaaye, kuch khushi kuch gham mein
ab pataa chala zindagi ne zindagi ko mazaak bana diya
kya karein, hasein or roye, yeh samajh mein nahi aa raha

---- after finding very interesting happenings over the day. Dunno to laugh or cry.

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khush naseeb hoon, apne chahne waalon se ghiri jo hoon
par yeh kameena mann, apni hi manmaani se door nahi hat'ta
yeh dar kayam hai, kahin kar na de mera mann mere apnon se door
ek nadan si bhool, kuch unkahi lavsein
kahin kar na jaye meri khushiyon mein daraar

---after realising how some actions, though intended to spread happiness, go horribly wrong.
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har pal rehti hai yeh jung mere mann mein
ek baar lagta, ise todd ke mitaa doon uske dukhon ka karan
aur yeh soch ke tasalli ho "na bajega baas na bajegi baasuri"
par yeh bhi lage, yaar, mera yaar mujhse bichhad jayega
ghhot doon apni hi khushiyon ka galaa,
ya dabaa doon apne zameer ki aawaaz?

---this is a Q that arises every so often. shud I be the Ram or the Ravan? the righteous man who goes against his own wishes, or the brahmin highly respected man, who gets called an asur only bcoz he gave in to his feelings?
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