I saw an old movie, "Main prem ki diwani hoon". It's a useless movie, has some pathetic performances, but it is my favorite because that was the first movie we watched as a family, when my sis was 3 yrs old. That movie me and my parents were going to the theater after many years, and it was my sister's first movie.
That stupid movie got me thinking, what will happen if my parents want me to marry a boy of their choice? [Ya, news flash! Marriage is heavily weighing on the near future]
Current situation: they have loved me for what, 24 years, and cared for me, and are STILL looking after my education. Of course I intend to pay the loan, but current stand: the loan is on my Dad's name.
And guess what my decision is: I will go along with their wishes. I can repay my 4 years probably, but I cannot repay 24 years of everything. If I do go with their wishes, someone will blame me and be angry with me (my sin, and I have to atone for it), but if I go against, my parents will only blame themselves. Not good. Ya, I would lose respect in my friends eyes and duniya, but if i don't do that, my future wont respect me.
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Having said that, parents please agree!
-A nut case with psychic thoughts of practical suicide
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